Monastic Notes (Pt.10) June 29th 2011
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Monastic Notes (Pt.10—June 29th 2011)
(Continuing to share my experiences at the Pecos Monastery: writings from my journal; June 19th – July 17th 2011…)
(Pecos: Day 10—June 29th 2011)
The Lectures—
Today’s lectures explored the question, “What is Spiritual Direction?” While the two daytime sessions where rudimentary, they weren’t boring. I was able to “connect a few more dots” and fill in a few more blanks from my personal studies through the past few years. I am thankful for the guidance I have been given with regard to building my personal library and organizing my reading schedule for the next coming months and year. I should give kudos to our lecturer today for providing an after-hours informal Q&A session where the students were encouraged to ask their questions that may or may not have been related to the day’s lectures. Pat (our speaker) talked at length about some of the more practical and logistical details involved with the ministry of spiritual direction that I did find very helpful.
Some highlights from the day’s notes follow:
- The ministry of hospitality sets the tone (atmosphere) for Spiritual Direction
- We “empty” ourselves in order to create a place of “welcome” for others to enter into; we create space for a holy place where others might share our soul.
- As spiritual directors we honestly and effectively welcome people into our heart
- We strive to help people find the “thin” places (where heaven and earth converge) in their world of dailyness
- Always pray with intentionality and expectation—participate with the Trinity in “Trinitarian Love” (Oneness of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—John 17)
Personal Reflections and Recollections…
I’m on a roll… Today was another great day! The experience here at the monastery continues to be rich on so many levels; from the communal experience and atmosphere to the individual kairos conversations that occur every day, each moment continues to be an extension and enveloping of God’s sacred Presence. I am awed. I am blessed. There is a part of me that genuinely feels at home here, but in reality I know that I am not. I know deep in my soul that God has a specific place, work, and people to be with and this is my reality. I continue to pray with laughter and tears for this place and day that I know as real in my heart to become the reality of my life. I will continue to live surrendered to His time and His way of getting there. This is the essence of trust and the truth of what Kairos is… “God’s appointed and special time.” Amen.


Your words reverberate in my being….
“I know deep in my soul that God has a specific place, work, and people to be with and this is my reality. I continue to pray with laughter and tears for this place and day that I know as real in my heart to become the reality of my life. I will continue to live surrendered to His time and His way of getting there. This is the essence of trust and the truth of what Kairos is… “God’s appointed and special time.” Amen.”
Jeffrey my heart knows its own daily longings, understands and cries out its own particular brand of songs of deep sadness and even deeper sustaining joy, hope and assurance in my Jesus and so joins in the louder and stronger river of unifying heart songs of the followers/apprentices of Jesus who long for that which we know God intended for his own family. The earthly life engaged in true, deep abiding community where we can grow and flourish in the ways of Jesus for purposes He alone reveals being poured out into the lives of others. I plead with you Father that we may all find our exact God-planned places….
Father God I lift up before you all those who belong to you and you alone, living throughout the face of this earth who are driven by desperate obsession of you to live our lives fully given to you, living in, living through, living out of true community that advances your will alone Father. Sustain us, grace us with your guidance to find our way to that perfectly planned place you have fashioned for each of us, your beloved bride. Father God center us squarely in your sole purpose for our life and existence here on earth. Father don’t let us wander off course searching to vacation in the land of “self.” Father draw us, lead us with your love as we are such frail creatures prone to set our sights on places and things not of you. Father we need your clarity in all things.
Father help us to value as you do every minute of the transforming journey on the path in which to get where you need us to be.
As you have simply said Jeffrey, “I WILL continue to live surrendered to His time and His way of getting there!”
“God’s appointed and special time.”
May it be so Father! May it be so…..
Bethly
Thank you, Dear Sister, thank you…
Praying with you always,
jb